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29/7/2019: I'm writing a blog.... I'm actually writing a blog for the first time in well over a year. Something has been missing from my life, and even though I still write updates over on the Tamagotchi Connection blogs, I have very fond memories of writing over in this section. In a nut shell, life was easier when I first began writing over in this section of the website. My Dad was still living. And shortly after starting these blogs he passed away very suddenly. I've said many times before that this website and these blogs in particular are what kept me going for a good year after my Dad had passed. 10:00PM :: beeping tama:: I just hatched my clear purple US P1 Tama that I lucked into seeing on Japan You Want store. This gorgeous Tama shell is the reason I am updating for the first time since 2018. :) I have a demanding Babitchi in my care at the moment and I think he is going to be a nice break from my Connections, whom I love dearly and have been very dedicated to now since the beginning of 2017. :) However like I said at the beginning of this blog, I just have very fond memories of my 90s Tamas and the times we shared together throughout all these years of collecting. And in the end I always do come back to them. I decided to hatch a P1 not only because of it's gorgeous shell design but because I have a very old paused Mimitchi who has basically been paused since the beginning of 2018. I did a battery switch on him about 7 months ago and his been fine ever since. That Tama means the world to me, as does that clear blue P1 whom I normally get Ginjirtochi on. Life is so much more different than it was 3 years ago when I was writing here every day. My job changed big time after the beginning of 2018 and I just haven't had time for Tamas like I used to. I remember the beginning of 2018 being basically the death of my freedom to be able to bring Tamas to work so freely. A lotttt of stuff went down both at work and in my personal life during the months leading up to 2018, and by the time I wrote my last blog here things were very close to falling apart for me mentally.... Why am I choosing this night to start processing some stuff? I don't know really.... A lot of stuff is up in the air for me in life right now. But I would love to get back to a place where something as simple as a blog update or any website update could bring back some joy to my life. I want to feel that happiness that I felt for so long while writing this website and caring for all those Tamas. I don't necissarly want to get all my happiness from Tamas, that's not what I'm saying. But I definitely love coming back to them and making at least a little time to enjoy them in my day to day life. :) I think I will be out of work for quite some time now.... So I feel like this is a good time to start some new outlets and sortive mix something old with some new routines -- these blogs being something old and dear to me. :) Well I'm gonna make this first entry short because I really need to get comfy. I got a sunburn today from being out on the beach for too long. Matthew and I went out to Witless bay with my Mom and several other family. It was a good day. :) I would love to write more about it, but maybe tomorrow I'll feel more like writing... Until then I'm gonna care for this little Babitchi and get ready for bed. |