11/03/2018:
I'm sure if anyone read my blogs from two years ago and compared them
to now they would see a huge difference. I am not able to be as
passionate as I once was about Tamagotchi, and it has reflected big
time in my logs and updates. Work is SO different from what it was two
years ago, and even a year ago. I thought I was working towards being a
employee who could work from home by the end of 2018 and that is not
going to happen now... I mean it is still a vague possiblity but the
way things have been for the last month, it's highly unlikely.... It's
a huge sore spot for me in my life right now... The
office I work in is going to be changing into a call center. I feel
like I am going to be just micromanaged into doing a bunch of different
things with not much of a raise in pay.... and I NEVER felt that way in
my
job before. I am also terrifed of the thought of being hooked up to a
call center desk.... I don't know if I really want to be there
anymore.... I
have some major decisions to make about my future, and more importantly
an income to support myself. There was once a time that I never
worried about money and now it is all I worry about..... :( I guess
it's a good thing I bought all the Tamas I could when I had the
money.
I'm not sure what my financial future holds right now. I'm also dealing with stress outside of work. The people who live below Matthew caused a huge ruckus last night, and called the police because they didn't want to be living above faggots.... :( Really really really sad stuff. They actually were pounding on the walls at one point and that is when I decided to go home because I just didn't feel safe. It was after I left that things escalated and the lady downstairs called the police on my friends. She said we were too loud, faggots, and that our hamster was annoying when it ran around in its plastic ball. I feel violated and I don't even live at this house, except for sometimes on weekends. So you know.... It is a place that I know well and spend a lot of time at and it's just sad that there are such horrible people in this world. Thankfully Matt's roommates and landlords handled things really well after I was gone. I'm not sure I could have handled things so well..... Tonight I have my Tamas all off pause. Here before me I have Minotchi (Morino Tama) age 7, Ginjirotchi (21), Maruten (age 2), Mimitchi (yellow/blue) anddddddd Mimitchi (white/blue). I shall explain all the changes that have gone on in just the last day. My Angel Tamagotchi passed away yesterday evening at the age of 18 I believe. He was the smiling Angel and not at all needy. I had been thinking about hatching my Japanese Angel so I could try for Taraten again and then get the cactus, Sabotenshi. But without thinking I restarted my Pink US Angel right away. I have Maruten who will soon be changing into Saturday evening was one of many illnesses as well. First off my Tongaritchi (white/blue) asked for his final discipline and then got sick shortly after (this meant he was really close to changing which he did just a few mins ago, will get to him in a min tho:)). And then right after that poor GInji got his second sickness! Poor thing is quite needy now at the age of 21. So now that brings me to this evening when I decided to unpause all my Tamas during a Sunday gathering here at the hosue. It is a quiet gathering so I am able to be in my room and be to myself if I want to. While having all my Tamas unpaused here on the bed with me, my white/blue Tama changed into none other than Mimitchi who I had been praying for all along. It took me 9 days mind you to get him. And to think there were times that I got Mimitchi back in sometimes 4 days by cheating. :P Well he was well worth the wait and will be able to come out with me places unlike his humble leader on the yellow/blue Tama.. :) I am nervous for the upcoming work week. I think tomorrow should be a fairly easy day though as I don't have anyone new to train tomorrow. Right now I am just spending time with my Mom and we are painting easter eggs - out of real egg shells that she drained. :) I need something to look forward to and if that means a long weekend at the end of this month that involves chocolate then so be it. :) Good night everyone. :) Back to main page |