5/12/2017: Still awaiting the arrival of my 20th Anniversary Tamagotchi. I am passed the point of being patient and now I'm feeling just like I was 20 years ago waiting for Christmas Day to come so I could get my first Tama. Oh yes and just as anxious too. :P

After checking an empty mail box yet again today, I decided why not hatch another Tama, another P2 Tama at that. I hatched my clear black Gen2 Tamagotchi this afternoon at 4:35. That brings me up to running 3 P2 Tamas now! I am hoping by weeks end to have my new Tamas, at which point I'll be hatching the P1. :) I'm gonna raise a 1997 and 2017 alongside one another and see how accurate they made them.

I managed to get the final discipline on yellow&blue Tama before he grew legs tonight! One step closer to getting Mimitchi back. :) And the Tama I hatched yesterday I plan to get Mimitchi as well. As for the clear black Tama I hatched this evening, I really don't know who I am aiming for. I just hatched him because of the empty mail box.. ;)

Not much to talk about. I had a good visit with my GP this morning and we talked about how things have been really up and down with anxiety and depression. I am kind of at a loss with stuff right now... Just taking it as it comes each day. I had a panic attack yesterday on my lunch hour, and then one earlier this evening which thankfully I warded off on my own.  I took a clonazapam during the attack I had yesterday because that one was way worse than the one I had tonight.  Work hasn't been easy at all this week. I loose focus really easily, and that's hard when you are in an office of 24 people..... By the time I get home after 4PM I am mentally and physically exhausted, but really it is more mental than physical. I have a really hard time talking about this with people IRL, and as a result I feel the people who read these blogs have a better understanding of me.  I don't like being in the spotlight at all, so this has always been my spot to vent on how things are with my health.

Anyways I made it through another work day. Had lunch at Matthew's as usual, cared for Tamas, took some time to relax. Then this evening I had to run some errands and pick up some prescriptions that Matt had on hold at the pharmacy. I carted my Tonmarutchi's around with me and listened to Christmas tunes via Spotify. I plan to be adding more Christmas songs as the days move forward.

Did I mention I want my Tamas so bad?? I am half tempted to order more from a different place that I know can ship fast. I should have gotten the better shipping option from HJL.... I was chatting to Matt C. about it today and he too is still waiting for his Tamas from HJL. Does anyone know how long the flat rate shipping from them takes? I just want them hereeee!

Okay time to get ready for sleep. I still feel so disatisfyed with the way my anxiety has been going..... Not satisfied at all... Thanks to all my kind friends online who have been reaching out. You all make my day. :)

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