27/11/2017: It's Monday evening and I've been busy.

Just gave in and put a Christmas song to get me in the mood. All I want for Christmas, Mariah Carey.  Christmas is now less than a month away! Not sure if I am gonna enjoy it or stress it. I am hoping I enjoy it this year.... :) God why am I such a nervous person.... What's the best way to describe me? High strung... OKay let's get started.

My Tamagotchi's have been shipped from Hobby Link Japan and now it is really beginning to feel real. :) I am only running 3 Tamas at the present time, which will tell you that Ginji passed away at age 20 last night. I miss that little smiling sweetie already. I decided against restarting my clear blue Tama as  I want to be running as few as possible for when these new Tamas arrive. I still haven't figured out if I want to start with just the P1 or do P2 as well at the same time. I will know by the time they arrive in the mail. I have never bought anything from HJL before so I am unsure of how long it will take to arrive. I still haven't decided if I want to do a seperate page for them or not either... Just to record my first run with them and the comparisson to the original 1997's... That is the goal right now. And you can bet I'll be posting pics. ;)

Mimitchi and Zatchi are of the ages of 15 and 20. Mimitchi actually came to work with me today. I am only running 3 Tamas so I figured why not! The third Tama in question is none other than Devilgotchi whom changed into a Kabodebitchi (Pumpkin) this evening. He is the same guy I had on my last run with Devilgotch and I actually really like the character so I am not unhappy about seeing him again. :) Pumpkin Devil is 9 years of age with 65DP.

I didn't have the best day today... I am stressing over a doctors appointment tomorrow. I fear that if I tell the truth about my depression and manic episodes that it will mean more medication changes, which means total upheaval of my life and a ton of stress. I am just not up to it.... I've done it so many times before and I always end up in the same depressed state over and over.... I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't know if I am bipolar.... I really don't know.... It's becoming a major worry for those close to me...

I am actually really hoping that the arrival of my new Tamas, whenever that will be, will bring me out of this state of mind a little and hopefully get some relief from all this stress and sadness. On a good note though my cousin Laura just called the house and we had a great chat and made me feel a ton better! I can't wait to see her and Donald this week. John is away until next week so will see him soon too. :)

Anyways I am gonna call it a night for this blog and be updating again soon! I want to have sweet dreams of the photo Jacob sent me of the 2017 Tamagotchi's in the toy store in Japan... :)

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